friendship or love or both...~!

How does one define friendship....is it simply that people are thrown together in an out of comfort zone and seek to find commonalities within people they meet....is that the mere basis on which we define friendship or is it that over a period of time you come so close to someone that you start to trust and respect his opinions which might have a direct or indirect affect on ur life.....who knows?

love, people say is more complicated...the concept of love at first sight might be a little beyond me...i am not saying that you cant like someone by just the first sight...everyone is attracted to someone irrespective of whether he might have never spoken to that person before....but there is a difference between liking someone and falling in love with someone.....sure there will be people who might say i don't believe in romance...actually i do.....but there is a subtle difference between reality and living with your eyes closed.....

Friendship can be often confused for love but can love ever be confused for friendship...its a question well worth asking.....i dont know why i thought i would write bout this....i guess the last week has been kinda weird....maybe its just the surroundings....they do influence how a person thinks........

i know it takes time to truly like someone enough so that u can love he or she.....some people find love instantly...maybe its just pure luck or maybe its just the need to think that u love someone when in reality u might just have a void which u r trying to fill..... so you make yourself more vulnerable.......i might be completely off tangent here.....anyways that's what i think!

later...

juxtapose.....

hmmm...ok where do i start.... the last 24 hours have been amazing...lets start with the good news first...so i got to know that i wont be working with the company i am interning with cause they fell victim to the doomed economy.....ah well i am not complaining at least it helps me put lots a things in perspective.....i know that uncle sam might not be my final destination......

One things certain the world is my horizon now..... i might go to greenland and work..wow that would be fun.....or would it be,,,,,,u know what i am gonna be totally radical in the way i think now......i look at myself and think what do i want from my life......i have an MBA from one of the best colleges in the world....should the future be that uncertain for me.........

Perhaps not.....but then what is the fun of having a structured life and have everything sorted out for urslef.....i like the unknown..the unknown has always been good to me....so i look forward to the future.....apart from that wouldn't u miss the wonders of life if it just worked like u wanted it to....

Dont know what came to me yestd but i started re-visioning if thats possible my engineering days....those rides to Goa...the fun the frolic the closeness..the fights.....life was so much simpler back then..i had a plan.....looking back all i do is smile...maybe all i need is some floyd and nirvana....adios!

quantum of solace

alright...its been close to over a year since i updated my blog ....a lot has changed since then..or has it...lets see, i was unemployed then looking for a job...fast forward to October 2008 and the tables havn't turned that much....

Although i am interning at a major corporation the future looks like a dim bulb across an ocean of distress......the only silver lining is that nothing better than a storm to shake things up for the better huh...? the Pundits might label me as crazy..... looking at a bright sight in the present doomsday.....

i love the word doom....dont get me wrong i dont derive pleasure from distress...but it kinda puts lots of things in perspective.....u think the world would come to an end..and then yet again it fails us and rebounds back....why dont we see a black hole..THE END....
Why is there always light at the end of the tunnel.....is this a signal that we are living in a false sense of hope and is existence a mere futile effort.......

Whatever be the reason i dont subscribe to the ideals of the past...although history has taught us well that after every major disaster there has been a recovery..... i for one wanna see how things would be if there is a full stop to the world. i might not be around to witness what happens next but think about it all of us mere mortals just switched off one fine day...who will take over or planet....the aliens the martians or will the human race ever evolve again...

Nostradamus predicted there will be a world war III that will radically change the world and destroy the status quo.....maybe it is true..maybe a shake up is required to upset the balance so we can build up again....the human mind has achieved great things in past 100 years..but as humans have we evolved even a little....come to think of it we are far more uncivilized than before...

I aint got meney in my pocket,i aint got no style
I am searching for Christ at the end of my fight
To become one of the many who die
ill walk away with a pleasant smile....

I dont care if my liver, is hung by a thread,
I dont care if my doctor says i ought to be dead,
If my ugly big car wont climb this hill,
I'll write a suicide note...
On a $100 bill.

seems bout right...?